So beautiful red leaves of maple trees
Sparkle in the wind with elegance and grace.
There’s one more thing I'm dying to see
It’s your face, your heart-shaking smiling face.
H. T. Diep, Kyoto, November 2013.
It rains on my head
It rains in my soul
I see nothing ahead
I hear some thunder blows
I walk down the road
Trees go twist and sway
Is the will of God
That men should go away?
That I come here to pass?
That I'm not here to stay?
Time flies, time flies so fast
So goes my every day
The storm is here to last
The storm is here to play
I cry, I shout aloud
Forever I love you so
The rain is endless
The wind still blows
It's a day of sadness
It’s a day of sorrow.
Hung T. Diep, November 21, 2012.
(*) Term in quantum physics indicating a finite existence-time of some quasi-particles and excited states.
Il pleure dans mon coeur
Comme il pleut sur la ville
Quelle est cette langueur
Qui pénètre mon coeur?
Paul Verlaine (1844-1896).
Why in such a way
I met you today,
If life´s already set,
If love´s in no way?
You come as a gust
Shaking up my life
Wiping my heart dust
Stirring up my days
I love you so much
I love you my way
Do you feel as such
Though I couldn’t say?
I know it´d be tough
I don't know the way
But if love’s strong enough
Why we stay away?
Why are we afraid,
Why should we worry,
Though we fall in love
In a stormy sea?
As an old song said
In a perfect manner
"Don't carry the world
Upon your shoulder(*)
Hung T. Diep, Dec. 22, 2016.
(*) Hey Jude, The Beatles.
(MY UNKNOWN SOMEONE)
In the color of momiji
In this autumn, on that day
My heart shaken, I fell madly in love
With someone unknown, thousands of miles away.
H. T. Diep, November 2012.
The moon is suspended
On a dark-blue sky
Time is going by
I am disconcerted
The moon sheds a pale light
On faraway wheat-field carpets
A steady song of crickets
Breaks the silence of the night
The moon, in constant loneliness,
Covers the world with mysteries
The moonlight over forests and seas
Makes me feel a no-named sadness
In one thousand years, in one million
The moon will be there invariably
She will be there alone inexorably
What will remain here? I am in deep emotion
I love you and I want you to know it,
In this life or in another destiny
I don't want, I want you to know it,
To be like the moon in solitude endlessly
H. T. Diep, 2010.
The snow is falling on the leafless trees
The snow is falling on the empty streets of Paris
You went away from the world this morning
leaving behind your pain, your suffering.
In this room, in this gloomy scene,
in the light from the snowy sky
You’re lying there, immobile and serene
I cry, I can't stand, I feel I could die.
It snows on Paris, it snows endlessly
Is it your way to say good bye ?
Again I whisper desperately
I love you, son, you won't die.
Hung T. Diep.
I wake up in the night
looking through the darkness
I wake up in the night
feeling deeply this sadness.
A growing loneliness
comes to overwhelm me
Again and again I ask
why such a destiny?
I can’t stop thinking
of the tragedy we had
I can’t stop wondering
why life is so sad.
You have been suffering,
my son, my dear son,
You have been struggling
in vain the last five months.
On that day of snow,
you have passed away.
On that day of sorrow,
you have gone away.
You have left behind
all the ones you love
You are left behind
in my heart my mind.
I still can’t find
the reason why you left
I still can’t find
the meaning of your death
I am in a doubt
on the sense of Faith,
I am in a doubt
on my own Belief.
Suddenly I hear
your mother’s weeping.
A lump comes in my throat,
I can’t stop my tears.
The night is still dark,
the night is white.
We are still awake
when comes the morning light.
H. T. Diep, 14 Feb. 2004.